so i'm kinda into this boy and it's complicated.
it's complicated, which makes me think about it a lot.
i had a dream about him last night and it was really cute
i'm only writing this down because i want to remember how i felt when i woke up this morning.
i was hanging out with austin, just walking around. and we went into a little coffee shop where i ran into tristan (the boy) and his friends. so austin started talking to some girl and tristan and i we just talking and hanging out, we ended up leaving and spending the night together somehow. (i really wish i'd have typed this earlier when it was fresh) anyway, i woke up in the morning and looked over, and was so happy he was laying next to me. i remember i got up to take a shower, and when i got back he was naked. i jumped onto the bed and said, pretending to be shocked "babe! where are your pants!?" he just shrugged and pulled me close to kiss me.
my subconscious feels like he and i would have a sickeningly cute relationship apparently.
so now i can't get it out of my head and i wish it actually happened.
i think he likes me... i thought he did... i can't be sure... it's complicated.