Fuckle x 10.

Mar 27, 2005 23:06

I hate Hannah Fox.

Good thing I'm just kidding. Hannah, I'm sorry if that comment sounded hateful. I've just been... weird lately. <3333333

I was at the park with Josh, Hector, Ashley, and Patrick, and I was thinking...

I'm having second thoughts about leaving. I think I'm too afraid I'll miss out on some great things, and some great times with my friends...

I don't know what I'm going to do. Whether I should leave, just to see if it's what I want, or to stay, to miss out on the things that might happen without me...

I don't know what I'm doing tomorrow. I know I'm going to Josh's house to hang out with him for a bit. But after that, No clue. Maybe I'll stop by Jessica's house to see everyone... I don't know.

Have you ever locked yourself in your room and just sat there staring at the wall, knowing to others it wouldn't be entertaining but it somehow is occupying your time? I've been doing that alot lately... Especially staring at the writing on the walls. The "I hate Hannah Fox", "yea, I'm black.", "everybody roffle", "Royale is hot", things like that... our drawings, and by our, I mean Rachel, Hannah, Jena, Sam, and Tiffany... And the pictures from the old days... when it was me, Travis, Rachel, Lindsey, Leslie, Bryan, Kaitlyn, and Kayla hanging out... That was when the movies were entertaining. It was fun to walk around, then. Those memories are special. When I move, I won't be able to take them with me. All of that will be hidden behind an odd colored paint, or thrown in a garbage can somewhere. Memories left behind... That's not a good feeling...

I'm thinking a collage is needed. The only one i have is the one I made of George Bush, which is on my wall.

I'm going to go write... I don't know what, but I'm going to write something.
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