I got my hair cut today. Sam, Aaron, and Bry came with me. It was fun. It looks good.
I'm really unhappy since earlier today, because my mom rented a house off of cleveland heights. I mean, I'm happy we're moving out of this neighborhood. But the house is too small. 3 bedrooms/1 bath. Normally that'd be big enough for 4 people. But these bedrooms are small, and the bathroom is too. The house is small as hell and I DONT LIKE IT. I told my mom that. She didn't listen to me. So I suppose since we're moving there, my mom can move without me. Like, seriously, the rooms are small as hell. There's no way I'm moving there. I will stay with my dad if I have to.
I know it sounds like I'm being 'ungrateful' or whatever, but I'm not... I'm used to living in a house that's big enough for my family. But this house we're getting just isn't cutting it. I don't give a flying fuck if I have to continue living in this neighborhood. I REFUSE to live in a house where I don't have my own space. I'm sorry, but if I can't even walk to the closet without having to avoid stubbing my toe on a peice of furniture, than I will not live there. I take it I'm living with my dad until my sister moves out. I think it would be better, anyways. Me and my mom have not been getting along very well lately. And I need to get to know my dad more, and give him a chance to know me.
It sounds like I'm bitching, when I'm just plain out unhappy with my mom's decisions. She goes off and rents a house without everyone's opinions, and expects everyone to be okay with it. I'm not okay with it. I'm not okay with being crammed up in one room smaller than the one I have now with my sister and a shit load of furniture.... My mom said when we move in, we'll have to get rid of a few peices of furniture. Well, to describe the size of the house, I garauntee one of us, either my sister or me will be sleeping on the floor in the living room, we won't have dressers, and there won't be room for anything but a bed in the rooms. So, if you understand what i mean by that, you'd imagine how big the house is. The only thing that's good about moving is that I'm getting a new computer... But I know that if I stay here with my dad, he'd get me a new computer. UGH!
anyways. I love my hair. It turned out good. I'll post pics later.
My mom and dad were talking about me earlier, and it made me smile, because they didn't think i was listening. All I heard was "She's got a nice body, any guy would drool over it, and her face is gorgeous. She's beautiful, it's scary..."
Just because I'm perfect, doesn't mean I'm scary ;)
I've definitely got a new attitude about myself. I don't know when I became so... i don't know. But lately I've just been so comfortable with my looks. Not caring about what others say about me. I think I'm beautiful, I know I'm beautiful. I know I have a great body. I know half of the guys I know wanted me one time or another ;)
Is it just me being conceited, or am I right?