I am so happy that I am not in the same place I thought I would be two years ago.

September 20, 2009 was supposed to have been my wedding. I know I make a stupid big deal over it, but I don't think its realized quite how badly I wanted it back then. I gave up so much of myself to get there.

Luckily enough, I grew a brain and got the fuck outta Dodge ( Read more... )

I found out that Holland, MI actually has a craigslist. I looked up jobs in the area, found a $300 1992 Saturn, and a woman giving away kittens ( Read more... )

Ugh and also fuck.

Alex and I got into a HUGE, monumental fight that peaked when he threatened to move out. We got everything worked out, he went down south for a few days and now we're fine.

Except now my dad is being intolerable. And I'm being reminded of why I moved out last year. I can't live here much longer.

Something has to fucking give.

I know, I know.

I haven't been updating; shame on me!

To be fair, I've been sort of sucked into Twitter. Its easier to update on what's going on. I keep forgetting stuff when I post on LJ.

So if you'd like, I'm Molokai42 on Twitter. Stalk me. I don't talk about much interesting; just what's going on whenever I check my phone. :D

So otherwise...

I have ( Read more... )

I'm pretty sure I need to learn to keep my mouth shut.

I couldn't help it. Crazy hormones got the better of me and I said some pretty bad things.

I feel like a total asshole.

I think I need medication. I can't handle this on my own.

That, and the biggest lie of all keeps festering under my skin until it feels like I am going to just completely fall ( Read more... )

Things have been much better around here since he started working. Well, they *were*. For about a week. Now there's screwups with his checks and nobody cares so once again, we're barely making it day to day. Luckily enough, we at least have a place to hole up at night ( Read more... )

Thanks, LJ, for making me feel like a douchebag ( Read more... )

So for the last two days I've been vacillating between ABSOLUTELY FUCKING LIVID and upset and on the verge of tears ( Read more... )

Also, my hair is pink now. It looks terrible though.

But I feel so much better. :)

Things are thankfully and blessedly normal.

Been on a huuuge Neil Gaiman bender lately. Watched Coraline, Stardust, and MirrorMask. Currently reading Neverwhere again. After I finish that, American Gods will be next. Already finished Good Omens. NEILNEILNEIL.

Jesus.

I really need a hobby. Sadly, my hobbies are mostly reading and watching movies.

Also, ( Read more... )