when you first found me i was not lost ( Read more... )

When I look back and think on it, I don’t know if I am being honest.  After all, doesn’t everyones past look fisheyed and slow-motion? Even if you happened to be in front of me, which you aren’t, cant, and choose not to be, I feel as though my hand would reach through you; you are a piece of my ghost.

By this,and I feel like I have to explain, ( Read more... )

that stuff comes from a very uneducated view of fashion.  you see, years ago a snake temped eve and she ate her apple and in turn tempted Adam as well.  God condemned us to clothing and mortality- which, sin or faith, im grateful for.                         
ill just never understand fighting battles it seems.  i would never advise 'give up' but ( Read more... )

i don't fit in anywhere.
i really don't.

what a punishment, to only act how others ask. a punishment, to never look beneath-leaving everystone in place. to live without breathing, never act or ever talk. jesuschrist goddogdamn, even dogs know to cover their shit.you are telling me you chose blindness before you openedeyes?

last night i went out with janna for a drink. that girl. her life ( Read more... )

psych

not allowed to see you, but i can feel you
batteries drain faster. bodies drain faster. you are sucking me dry, love
parched

i feel good, first time in long time.  comfortable since i cant remember when.  theres too much to learn with you holding my hand, either let go or stand closer.

this isnt done yet

When Time died, humanity wept.  Not at first, of course. But eventually, they wept.

There were Things to be Done, but when?  Would they grow old? Could they grow new?

It was difficult to notice at first.  Watches sizzled quietly while the air refused to move.  The stagnance was stifling but so are many summer days.  When they ( Read more... )

heylo, secret secret journal.  ill leave this as an open entry, but i think i should document that the last entry, still stands true.  i dont want a relationship, i want a body.  i wish there was just a body, a warm breathing trustworthy body to lay down next to at night.  and pour coffee for  in the morning.  and yeah, id like to wake up in the ( Read more... )