Hmmm... Perhaps this is for the best. For the most part, you caught me on an off day, in which I wanted all of humanity to die. I even tried to break up with Brent, which appears to be a big deal, to me at least. I just didn't quiet see why you'd question me for your good/bad qualities when I've told you from time to time again what they are. But maybe that's just me. I didn't mean all those things I said, but it was true that I was happy for the last few months of our relationship. What is also true is that I loved you, more then anything, which is why I didn't want to hurt you. Then, oneday, I just didn't love you anymore. That's when I ended it Peter, because I could never pretend to love you when I didn't. In the reality of things, I didn't lie to you or pity you. I ended it when things needed to end, and that was it.
I can see what you mean. And I agree, this is for the best. I appreciate your explanation, but the fact of the matter is you still said those things, and those hurt more than anything you've said to me in the past.
To PeteMoss
anonymous
November 21 2005, 01:04:37 UTC
With all due respect to the two of you, this thing between the two of you has gone on a little too long. Peter, you've gone onto university. Sarah's moved on apparently with Brent. Not to question your taste/preference in the opposite sex, but Sarah's not the only girl who's in your life. You're in university, bud. Meet some people. You two are miles apart and still seem to affect each others' lives. However, if you see a future with each other, continue. Otherwise, do some thinking. Keep us posted, including my anonymous self. I'm out.
It's not like I haven't moved on. We broke up in February. I'm over it. It's done. I stopped trying to get back together sometime in June or July. That isn't the issue here. It's what I was told went on during the time we were together that got to me. Horrible, hurtful things were said, that even I can't forgive.
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