I feel so ill. I hate feeling ill. Well I am going to go to bed.

Well I leave for boot camp for the Army in Jan. They said cuz I want to be an MP I have a 95% chance I will go to Iraq. All of you out there pray for me plz. I need it. I feel I will be fine but it never hurts to have ppl out there hoping the best for me. Well all I am off to bed. I will talk to you all later.

Always
Niki

Well I had fun last night. I went to fairfield and got to see Corie and Mikey. Man did I miss them. I also so got to see Rich, Kayla and there son. He is so so so so cute. Well Mikey stayed the night last night and he is going to stay the night again. On Thurs I get to pick up my gf and she is going to stay over for the weekend. Well I am sleepy so ( Read more... )

Well I know I should not be doing this but I am. I am drinking a 211. I do know I should say no but it is so hard. I have a 24pack and I hope I don't drink it all tonight but I most likly will. Damn I am going to go. Bye all.

Well I am not going to be doing much today. I cleaned my whole apt. So I am tired as hell. I am going to go back to sleep buh byez.

Well my gf was talking to her ex (witch is also mine) online today. They are talking about "sorry" this and "sorry" that and "can we be friends" and what not. Then my ex writes me and starts saying "You could have told me that you sent the email i sent you to Rene". Well for one I can do what I wish. Two my gf has the right to know what is being ( Read more... )

I wanted to say thank you to you all that are there for me. I am so glad that I have friends like you all. again.

Well last night I went to a party got high and drunk. My gf rene was a little scared and worried about me do to the fact that I was acting like an ass. I need help and I will be the first to say so. I drink way to fucking much. When I am upset I want to drink and I do. I get pissy ass drunk and do some stupid shit then I get mad at myself and hit ( Read more... )

Well I am at home and doing nothing really. I am waiting until it is noon so I can go downtown to the tattoo place. So ya. Rene is not grounded like I thought she would be. That is good. Well I am goin gto go. Buh byez.

Well I went and picked up my gf from school today at 1240. Then we went to the park and then to my friends house. We drank and then I took my friend to her friends house and her ex bf showed up yelling and what not and then pushed her and this other chick onto the ground so I got out of my truck and almost hit him. So ya ( Read more... )