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i_am_the_christ

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May 04, 2008 21:06

you know what? i can't hold this in any more . i can't pretend any more.

I HATE COLLEGE!

there it is! i said it and i'm not gonna take it back!

i hate it, i mean really, really hate it. i do not want to do this any more. i want to quit. this is a horrible, horrible idea that i never should have gone along with. i do not know what i was thinking ( Read more... )

college, rachael, general boo-ness, classes, lorraine

Comments 5

zerosconsort May 5 2008, 05:48:46 UTC

hey - i ant gonna knock ncc. Fuck, if you wanna stay home, do it. You're far - odes further then me - and to tell you the truth Purchase was fucking perfect because it wasn't far from home. Come home if you want. Don't stay there because you think you have to.

This semester is almost over - you're not even a month away from getting out. Just hold on a little longer, angel, and you'll be free for a while.

i_am_the_christ May 5 2008, 20:06:26 UTC

i know, but i don't want to go there. i honestly don't think that i can; i think i have too many credits. i will be here until the end of the fall 08 semister. there are some great schools that are further away, but i doubt that i would be able to go to them.

i know, that's what i keep telling myself.

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i_am_the_christ May 5 2008, 20:12:55 UTC

But where will I go? I really don't want to do ncc, so I have to stay another semister so I can put in an application to transfer. And it's tough to find a place that everybody can agree on. I have found places to go with academics that I like, but they are either too much money of I am not allowed to go that far.
( i will use your picture to try to forget for a while...)

_shang_da May 5 2008, 17:26:04 UTC

there is nothing wrong with transfering, just because you choose a college doesn't mean you have to stay there for four years. I've known a lot of people, and i mean A LOT who transfer. So do what makes you happy, not what you think is right or what you think others may think is right for you. Be selfish. You know we will all support you no matter what you do, but the main thing at stake here is your happiness, and that my friend, is not something that should be sacrificed.

<3

i_am_the_christ May 5 2008, 20:17:57 UTC

I know, but is it so wrong to want college to go smoothly? the big proble i am facing right now is that where am i going to be happy? when i first started feeling like this i just typed out my feelings towards college and had this extended metaphor that i am like a satyr. i think that it is becoming way more truthful that i initially gave it credit for.

(i imagine that if i had a big sister, i would get advise like this. <3)