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[i_am_the_shoop]

I hadn't eaten since noon. I wasn't hungry. I figured it was probably bad for me, so a little while ago (maybe something like twenty minutes, at around twenty of nine or so) I had dinner. Now my stomach hurts. And I am head-over-heels. So much. He's amazing. And yet he never will love me back, I don't think. The best feeling, and the worst,

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Preoccupation Dieting?

[math_fridge]

heh. I don't think you were around or "in the loop" or whatever for the Rochester drama, but (http://www.livejournal.com/users/dark_math_girl/19015.html, http://www.livejournal.com/users/dark_math_girl/20245.html, http://www.livejournal.com/users/dark_math_girl/22835.html) take a lesson from it.

Re: Preoccupation Dieting?

[i_am_the_shoop]

No. Not like that at all. Before, I've liked people. I have admitted to liking them. And only liking them. I am absoultely head-over-heels in love with him. Not like the others. I knew the others were attraction. He's different. I find myself thinking of him at the most random times, and when I do, my stomach does this knotting thing and I almost shiver. When I talk to him, I want to do so forever, without ever stopping. I want to just sit with him, and be in his presence, and love him. It is enough just to love him. I don't /need/ him to love me back, although I wish for it almost as much as I think of him. But for me, it is enough just to know him and to be with him. Nothing but love would ever make me feel like that.