i dont get it, the day starts off awsome, im happy as hell, i give out my gifts and people are ooo soooo happy, but when i realize that im not happy because i just failed a quiz in science, its the last week of the marking period, and im .4 points over failing and i have a final test tomorrow on shit i dont know scares the hell outta me. i dont ( Read more... )

what a grand old weekend, didn't really sleep last night, just kinda was in a daze/doze. woke up and went to work seeing mike, jim, and my relatives, and robin, it was friggin insane, like lines that never end insane. the new girl showed up and she was pretty cool to work with, bit short so she could see much but i helped her out. im not looking ( Read more... )

where do i begin, this day was utter chaos. It started in the night with one of the craziest dreams i have ever had, and i remember it all too well. It starts off with me at work, and im going on a break, but i go home and the girl i long for is there with me and i felt like she was sooo close yet sooo far. then john celis outta no where comes by ( Read more... )

its been crazy lately, trying to get everything ready for christmas, cancellation on concert which is now monday, workin tuesday and saturday, got to wrap gifts so i can hand them out monday so the rest of my week will be at least a bit better, the only thing thats buggin me, is that ive found someting so freakin sweet and so awsome on so many ( Read more... )

today kinda stunk, i woke up sick, throat was friggin killing me, well damn near it :P i relaxed and thought a lot, i just kinda wondered where im going with my life, if g was going to be mad at me for not being able to make the practice tonight due to sickness, if i really am falling for someone or just dreaming (if its a dream tho, i dont want to ( Read more... )

lifes been getting crazy, working often to obtain money to pay off debt to parents and christmas gifts, realizing things that u dont want to come true that u know will come true, having more than one friend at a time have serious life issues and being told their is nothing u can do, and u believe them because u know u mean nothing and cannot help, ( Read more... )

i know, its been a little while, lots has gone on since then, half of which i a) cannot remember or b) cannot tell u cause its too private. This week has gone by so fast, with 2 almost snow days, holiday brass stuff, working, chillin with jim, dan c, and kevin lee at the mall, and christmas shoppin and planning, life has been just busy and wierd ( Read more... )

today was ehh, i woke up early as hell and made friggin waffles cause the rents wanted friggin waffles. i cleaned my room and played some trumpet, then left for work, i got there at 11:45, i clocked in at 12:00, the went in the bak to look at the schedule for the rest of the week, and im supposed to be in at 2 for today! I CAME 2 FRIGGIN HOURS ( Read more... )

the morning couldn't have been better, waking up excited as hell being able to go to dillons! i drove there and when i got to the back, i dropped my old trumpet and just stood there soaking it in, my went o SHIT! to herself of course. it was actually really busy, but after trying out some bachs, some random no namers, some named just trumpet, my ( Read more... )

well today was another day of oddness. it was just ok, i was informed that my night would be awfully boring because i would ahve to do chores. got home and took care of the trash, inside the house and outside near our road where people often litter. I also prepped 3 mowing devices for the winter by myself. after i watched samurai 7, really good ( Read more... )