life is fucked up...u never know who your true friends are

[i_am_weird]

how fucked up is this? i started talking to this dude online named JD. when we went to school he was a really overweight guy. well i started talking to him and i really got to know him. i started liking him for who he is...i don't care if he weighs a million pounds. well i just met him today and he's FFFFIIIIIINNNNNNNEEEEEEEEE... he's got muscles

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liz

[anonymous]

You know i never knew you hated me this much..even before this huge fight we are in. why did you just tell me you hated me. its like the more i read your journal the more i wonder why you even still talked to me. you made it seem like i just ruined you life. you know in the past i never thought i treated you bad. i mean we were best friends..but you seem to forget those times and only bring up the few times we have disagreed. but i know the truth deep within. i'll always love you. and always care for you. hope all goes well.

Re: liz

[i_am_weird]

you know what? that's actually not the truth...and anyway this journal is for when i need to rant...most of these entries are when i was pissed off....i've only been putting good entries lately...why are you reading my journal anyway!?!

[i_am_weird]

i never did hate you..i was hurt that you'd ask for his number after telling me that you didn't wanna meet him b/c he was fat and ugly...that's what pissed me off.. and the thing is i don't think i could ever love you again. you've made me want to kill myself soo many times! you'll never know my true feelings the entire time we were dating and after...

stop starting shit

[i_am_weird]

look whatever...i'm glad you could never love me again..seems like you never did...and if you dont want me reading your jornal maybe you shouldnt make it a pubic thing...maybe you should have thought...me reading this might have just meant that i do care...wanted to know what was on your mind...but yea...whatever...it was just a fucking phone number..get over it.

Re: stop starting shit

[i_am_weird]

just a fucking number?! elizabeth i know you....you were attracted to him...i'm not fucking stupid. and if you did care about me why have you done all this shit to me?! why are you trying to ruin my life?!! it's b/c you DO NOT CARE and don't lie to me. and to let you know i did love you....i've never loved someone like i loved you but you fucked up...you're the one who stopped acting like you liked me...so stop reading my shit and from now on you WILL NOT be able to read it