Yeah.

[i_aregettingold]

So I think I've made a big enough fool of myself for this year

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[pixivixen]

yeah, i know this feeling. thats why my journal is mutual friends only and blocked to everyone else. ive been chastised a whole lot for including too many details about my personal affairs in the last couple of years so i eventually had to do something to shut people up. everyone who has bitched or presented a problem can pretend that i dont exist while the precious few who seem to care in some way still get to see it all. theres just something so infinitely therapeutic about putting my emotions, hopes, thoughts, and musings into words to be shared with some kind of audience. its like none of my thoughts make sense until i sit down and organize them as text. before i was this comfortable with the internet, i always wrote my volumes in little notebooks that nobody will probably ever read. ive got stacks of them in boxes dating back from as early as i was able to form sentences. looking back on some of the stuff i have been known to write by hand, it was very easy to get stuck in flawed lines of thinking because it was like a playground

[suegypt]

Aw, don't go missing again! So, you get a little carried away sometimes, you don't offend me (and I'm really old). I just feel a bit scared for you sometimes, kind of figuratively squeezing my eyes shut and holding my breath ("Oh, I hope that guy FiFi's got a crush on isn't a creep!") But that's just because I like you.

It can help to take a break from this not-so-real world and live in the real one for a while, but, if you go missing again, I'll be really, really really sad.

[i_love_dinos]

you better call liek weekly than.

bitch face<3