i feel so badass sometimes.

Well, I'm listening to finch, and it brings back memories of the day Ariel left. I was crying the hardest that I had in a long while. I had just gotten home, got this cd out of my room, put it on the radio, stripped naked and got in the shower, singing along to it, remembering when Ariel and I would sing along together. Ariel is the second closest ( Read more... )

So yeah, I was thinking, I have to pee really bad... I bought Molli a christmas present. I bought Jennie one, although my dad bought it and I just told him where to get it. I made Molli a card. Its a neat card. Wendy bought me perfume, and my dad bought me shoes. I will add another entry after I pee. Kay thanks.

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101 Rules of Hardcore
Contains a couple of grammatical mistakes, but what the fuck......
1) Be tough at all times.
2) Never cheer after a show, only clap.
3) Be open minded in a "punch people" kind of way
4) Only the good hardcore bands have names that are sentences with bad grammar. Boy Hits Car, Boy Sets Fire, Skycamefalling, Boy Sets Car-fire.
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i'm leaving for jacksonville today. = /

People at my school are stupid. I hate them. That is all.

I love how people don't really care that much about me. Heres a list ( Read more... )

everything just seems so insincere.
darkness just seems natural to me,
and everything is dead here.
its just so hard to be happy.
i was just so caught up in it all,
so i couldnt help but cry,
as i watched the whole world fall.
i came back down from my numbing high,
and i finally realize,
not everything is all right.

hi ashley

Molli can't go to Jacksonville with me. I'm really pissed off/sad about it. I was really looking forward to it. Eh. Things just don't like to go my way lately. I hate driving to Jacksonville with my Mom, because she's an ass and makes me listen to country music the whole fucking time. I love sitting in the passenger seat while driving to ( Read more... )