today at skool everything went alright i guess. sean wasnt there tho. he had court. he was mad at me anyway. i dont kno if he is anymore... the first time ive talked to him since our fight last night is right now. i hope everything turns out alright. i love him...i reely do. i just hope he knos how much he means to me.... but newho... i didnt get ( Read more... )

im so angry. i have so much hatred inside of me. its quite sad actually... yes well seans pissed at me. and im reely pissed at him becuz i found out sumwhere that his pastor said he shouldnt date me cuz i wont fuckin go to church. thats such b/s. but i kno sean is probably contemplating it. especially now... *sigh* im never gonna be happy. i kno ( Read more... )

skool was boring today just like every other day. nothing reely interesting happened except we got report cards. mines horrible. i got an F in math and spanish. a D in english and science. a C in keyboarding. and a B in ceramics and woodshop. yep. its bad. im prolly gonna be grounded forever. :( sum bitches threw mayonaise on my backpack at lunch ( Read more... )

well..today i woke up late and was lazy. then i showered and kyle came over and we watched Unsolved Mysteries and the rest of It. It took up like half of the day cuz its such a long damn movie. it wasnt even scary like i imagined it would be. so that sucked. ya..then we went and got josh and drove to subway. kyle bought my lunch. he buys me to much ( Read more... )

today at my dads i just kinda laid around talking to people online, watching tv, and listening to music with my daddy. fun fun fun! lol then he drove me home. at like 7 me kyle mark and josh went bowling. it was so fun. i thought so... josh sucks at bowling lol but we still luv him. yes but newho.... they play good music at the bowling alley lol. ( Read more... )

HAPPY EASTER TO ALL! im just sitting here... reely tired cuz i stayed up way past time my bed time last night lol. im going home in like an hour or 2. im just talking to kyle and josh online right now and listening to alice in chains with my daddy. tonight bowling with the posse! woo hoo. i reely love them!yep... damn im bored. i went out to eat ( Read more... )

well... i just made this becuz sean wanted me too. and i like these journals because they let me vent. and im still prolly gonna keep my xanga. but i like LJ a little better becuz people that dont have it can comment. mines pretty ugly and plain right now tho cuz i suck at computers. maybe ill get jessica to help me make it pretty when i get home. ( Read more... )