here I am.

I'm completely freaking out with anxiety right now. Maybe the holidays bring it about, mixed in with some other things, but it is really upsetting to have to try and deal with it. My heart is pounding and I feel light-headed but I can't find a particular point where this negative energy is coming from. It's awful. Things are definitely stressful ( Read more... )

I need something to inspire me!

bring about some change inside of me that I need.

relationships are so hard. so hard. what the hell are you supposed to do when things all of a sudden feel different, as in the other person seems less enthusiastic and is obviously losing interest fast. what the hell are you supposed to do? esp when you love them so freaking much. how can you change? is that really possible? how can you bring ( Read more... )

Does anyone else get sunday-night depression? I sure do. I think I wasn't meant for work.

Neutral Milk Hotel is the best band of all time. I'm completely sure of it ( Read more... )

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Virgo is one who must be careful with his or her diet. You tend to eat the most fresh fruits and vegetables of all the signs, not surprising since Virgo rules the autumn harvest. Many Virgos are vegetarian. Just be sure you are getting a wide variety of all the right foods, since it will take good organization to be sure you are not missing iron, ( Read more... )

I
wish
I
could
convince
Garrett
to
move
to
Michigan
with
me
so
I
could
be
with
my
best
friend
again.

I really would like this to be my last summer in AZ. But I doubt that will happen. I at least get to go home for a week in July, some moderate relief. Its hard to have wanderlust and be kept tied to one place. I hate growing up, having a job that I need to make long-term, feeling rushed into settling down. I'm just going through the inevitable ( Read more... )