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[i_can_frug]

not a day goes by when i don't think of you.
good, or bad, although it doesn't matter which in the end,
i think of you so often, and when i think of one, i can't help but consider the other.
so is it worth it to want to keep loving someone whose pros and cons equal out?
it might not be, but i still do.'>
and i will.
you told me never to speak to you again;
i planned on not.
then you spoke to me.
"we all say things we don't mean when we're angry."
"well i meant it."
i didn't mean it.
i'm sorry, i'm sorry
but a thousand apologies won't deserve your forgiveness.
i might not have added your new journal.
but i'm glad it's on my friends list.
because i looked at you and i realized how afraid i am of losing you.
thank you for pet names and adorable idiotic poses in pictures. thank you for making me realize so many times the things i do wrong. thank you for looking past them, and seeing me.
i love you for your flaws and your perfections.
and your flaws, your flaws, your flaws.
do you love mine?
do you still love me?
i have always wondered what goes on behind your eyes because it's not like you to just tell me.
i won't interrogate you, and i promise,
i promise i won't make you feel
like i don't love you-
i don't know what i did to make you feel that way,
but i'll put all my attention into you and you and you when we talk,
i won't ignore you and i won't turn everything you say into an arguement.
i want to feel as happy as i always do when we have those long conversations talking about nothing but how much we need eachother.
we're terrible together, but you're perfect for me.