today was one of the worst days ive had in my life and i still dont know why. no matter who i turn to it gets worse.

i feel alone even when i am surrounded by my friends... im tired, but in so many ways. i cant keep goin like this or i dont know.. i really dont know..

im up at 830.. what the fuck is this? i have to pick up my stepdad from the airport and then my mom wanted me to go to an antique store to get tim his present for their anniversary..tim called me like 15 minutes ago and needs me to take him to the same antique store to get something he bought for my mom from the SAME DAMN PLACE.. i swear those kids ( Read more... )

im catchin up on my alone time whether i like it or not right now.. this sucks. i went to practice and jake didnt show up and then ang was at nikkis so i couldnt go over to see her(how fucked up is that) and so i ended up goin to the bowlin ally cause amy said that a buncha people were goin but it just ended up bein lacey diana amy and some dude. ( Read more... )

hiya. im up. again. i cant sleep. i havent gone to bed before 6am in more than a week. i need to sleep. sleep is good. i got an email, it made me smile. where's muh niggas at? ehh ehh? tomorrows a better day. not good, not great, but better im sure. today wasnt bad at all, but tomorrow, oh yeah babay theres where its at. my strep is gone cuz my gma ( Read more... )

i get to go to my new life in a MONTH mwahaha i cant wait. i dont even care if i have to go to school, im just so ready to move out of this shithole that you all have no cluue how excited i am. i cant sleep tonight for some reason, prolly cause i was fallin asleep all night at nikkis but yeah i was tireeed. i still feel sleepy but i cant fall ( Read more... )

you know what all i have to say is FUCK YOU. you sit there and complain about how everything is horrible but how bad is your life? you have everything that other kids would be happy to have and you squander it all away on shit. shit that just fucks you over even more. FUCK YOU. why do i say sorry for something i didnt do? why do i feel bad b/c of ( Read more... )

hmm todays thursday? welp i gotttt countin today 3 more days. i almost got kicked outa the house today. i was pretty sure she wouldnt let me in but i kept poundin on the door n she finally did so that was nice. uhm the past few days have been pretty slooow, i saw terminator 3 with my stepdad on monday, nikki called me durin the movie n said she was ( Read more... )

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heeey if you read this call me ok? 330 8371
...ill be waiting...