this dream makes me feel weird. I've never been shot/lying on my death bed in a dream before ( Read more... )

last night i got wasted
started off at my house, took two double shots of crown, one after the other.
then i hung out with jason, pigeon, and brian and drank mixed drinks which tasted like nothing! hallelujah!
smoked some bud afterwards and I was done for.
passin out on the floor, haha
i dont even remember the last time I was drunk.
im so hungry

against me is coming to miami the 16th and orlando the 17th

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you can plan a pretty picnic but you can't predict the weather.......

ya know, I put so much effort into shit because im a nice person ( Read more... )

everyone breaks out of their shell eventually
and you finally see who they really are.

Do you dream of the future or do you live in the past?

and all of a sudden
im not so sad
but content
almost happy...almost
its like things almost make sense now.
and its like,
I almost want mike and amanda to get back together.....maybe
i hope I can continue to think and feel this way
but i know that i am bipolar

Now I was sitting waiting wishing ( Read more... )