Does this sound fucked up?No. Not in the slightest. I know how you feel ... But I never actually go through with anything I say. I like the comfort of being wanted to help, or being wanted to listen. If that makes sense? Without it, I'd be on my own ... Not that anyone really lets my cry on them, or listens without getting bored. So, I just keep it to myself. It works. People think I'm happy and my life is oh-so amazing, and they still come to me for advice because they don't know how fucked up it is. ^_
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I know what you mean... I just get frustrated I suppose. It's hard not knowing what you want and then when you do, it surprises everyone. And hurts them...
As with the clan thing, it probably does make it more real. It's harder to see it's not happening because you're so involved... when you've never even seen anyone face to face...
I'm totally coming to the next meet. Because my stupid mother decided I couldn't go. Boo. She was just looking out for me but still =/ annoying. Whaaaay do parents do that, eh?
I spent the entire morning addressing envelopes, whee fun! BUT THEN I MET THE MOST GORGEOUS IRISH DIRECTOR MAN AND AAAAGH I LOVE HIM! I don't even know his name! BUT I LOVE HIM! Sexy bastard.
I know what you mean... I just get frustrated I suppose. It's hard not knowing what you want and then when you do, it surprises everyone. And hurts them...
You've got to think about it like this: How many times has something that your friends has said/felt upset you? Then you've got to think about how many times you've showed how much it's hurt you ... Makes me feel better.
I'm totally coming to the next meet. Because my stupid mother decided I couldn't go. Boo. She was just looking out for me but still =/ annoying. Whaaaay do parents do that, eh?
Darn tootin'. ^_^ I'll bring the vodka. :D
I spent the entire morning addressing envelopes, whee fun! BUT THEN I MET THE MOST GORGEOUS IRISH DIRECTOR MAN AND AAAAGH I LOVE HIM! I don't even know his name! BUT I LOVE HIM! Sexy bastard.
Heh heh heh. ^_^ I spent the day flirting with my gay friend. >_< lol. That's what I've resorted to. :(
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As with the clan thing, it probably does make it more real. It's harder to see it's not happening because you're so involved... when you've never even seen anyone face to face...
I'm totally coming to the next meet. Because my stupid mother decided I couldn't go. Boo. She was just looking out for me but still =/ annoying. Whaaaay do parents do that, eh?
I spent the entire morning addressing envelopes, whee fun! BUT THEN I MET THE MOST GORGEOUS IRISH DIRECTOR MAN AND AAAAGH I LOVE HIM! I don't even know his name! BUT I LOVE HIM! Sexy bastard.
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You've got to think about it like this: How many times has something that your friends has said/felt upset you? Then you've got to think about how many times you've showed how much it's hurt you ... Makes me feel better.
I'm totally coming to the next meet. Because my stupid mother decided I couldn't go. Boo. She was just looking out for me but still =/ annoying. Whaaaay do parents do that, eh?
Darn tootin'. ^_^ I'll bring the vodka. :D
I spent the entire morning addressing envelopes, whee fun! BUT THEN I MET THE MOST GORGEOUS IRISH DIRECTOR MAN AND AAAAGH I LOVE HIM! I don't even know his name! BUT I LOVE HIM! Sexy bastard.
Heh heh heh. ^_^ I spent the day flirting with my gay friend. >_< lol. That's what I've resorted to. :(
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