so today my kitten ate more food than i did. she ate 1/2 a piece of pizza, 1/2 of a chocolate and icecream bar thing, she ate a bunhc of my orange cream bar thing... ok, not really more than me, but still, pretty close. anyways... this morning was great. it's been a rocky day tho. right now its in one of it's deep crevices, so i really shouldn't be posting right now... but still. i guess since i already am im not gonna stop... right now im just really upset. really put down. really hoping. really pissed. and really annoyed. i guess maybe it'll all get settled... but it fucking better soon... i cant keep living like this... it... it's just too harsh. hmmm well im finally getting out of this damn place. MLT is teh suck! i want someone to come explore with me, before i go venturing out on my own. it's not really that im scared... but more of a deep uncomfortability ya know? well on a totally different note... my gramma tried to get me to be VERY promiscuous and such. i thought it great. but i cant do that... not right and its not me. oh well. my goal for this week is to have a FEMALE friend i can hang out with, and possibly be more. oh well, im in need of getting ready to go swimming. hmmm fun? maybe... not sure.