i dont know what it is, but it seems lately all that has been happening to me is i been getting shit on by EVERYONE....i thought me and dillon had it going there for a second i was taking things slow cuz i wanted this to be different i didnt want to jump into things...guess i took things too slow cuz he is talking to someone else right now...and i ( Read more... )

im confused right now about a lot...i went to the hospital tonight because i have had a lump on my back for soooo fucking long and i got sick of it being there with me not knowing what it is so when i went the doctor looked at everything and then told me i have a tumor of some sort and that he would not be able to figure out if it is cancerous or ( Read more... )

so last night i went to the club with <3dillon<3 and tonya...i had fun..alot of fun...dillon bought a soda and took some ice cubes and put one in my bra...then he licked me with one in his mouth..that was..fun! and we danced and w/e he made me nervous tho...and tonight me maegan danielle and maegans b/f brandon and dillon all went to play pool... ( Read more... )

so half of today sucked...today was my cousins birthday and i requested the day off from work so i could spend the day with him...last night i tried calling him and his phone was off...so i waited til morning...phone was still off...called his house and his dad tells me that he went to boston for the weekend to visit his ex g/f...which i think is ( Read more... )

god...im so upset...i dont know what to think of everything that has been happening to me...ok in the past few months...tonya moved,kim moved, greg moved, jake killed himself...i became really close with my cousin and we had a conversation today and he told me he was gonna move to colorado..theres more to the story but i dont have much time to tell ( Read more... )

well tonight was a very sad...i lose yet another person...my friend greg...which i am very close to...is moving to california...my biggest fear is being lonley and it looks like it may turn out that way...ugh in all reality in the end thats how its gotta be i guess...ill probally be alone for life

today...was a hard hard day for me...i watched my dog get put down at about 8 in the morning...it was really hard to see...it was a peaceful death at least...he was just looking at us one second then half way through the injection his head just dropped...he was gone...it was terrible...i couldnt take it i was histerical...i miss him so much...the ( Read more... )

ok so today is a very sad day...my german shepard which is only 6 years old is very very very sick and is going to get put down today...i feel fucking horrible...hes only 6...and its all the dumb fucking vets fault! my mother suggested and antibiotic and he yelled at her and told her that it wouldnt be doing any good blah blah blah..so she took him ( Read more... )

ok so im so depressed...seriously i have no friends...they always seem to fuckin leave me...i am so fucking bored here i have been sitting in my damn house non fucking stop and im so sick of it...ugh i just want to scream so fucking loud but my mom has to work at 4 am lol...blah whatever bye

well...kim came here about 4 days before christmas and she just left friday...i fucking miss her soo much that girl is like my best fucking friend we have been through so much together and we are still friends and that means so much to me...and for her to come back for a couple weeks and us get wicked fucking close like we did and then just go back ( Read more... )