Take Off Your Pants and Jacket.
Fade in.... Anthem Part Two.
I haven't said much in a while. I need a Gods damn job... other than that, things have been gud. Well, mostly gud. Between time with the girl and listening to Online Songs, I've struggled with moar depression and whatnot. Ah well.. our First Date was sushi and double fail movie seeing. Both times we went to check seatings to shows it was all full except the front... who the fuck goes to that shitty theatre? Since when? I know I posted on New Years or whatever, but Happy Hollidays, You Bastard. I wish you all the best of year. This year is the end of The Story of a Lonely Guy. I'm getting really lazy.. shut. I was talking about how I still haven't seen Guttermouth after all this time... it's not like they go anywhere. Maybe that'll be my next Rock Show. I was talking to girlface about our shitty pasts and she told me how she stayed with a shitbag for 5 years... I dunno why, I guess Stay Together for the Kids. Of course that didn't last thank Gods. She hasn't told me yet, but her friend told me her ex used to hit her. I plan on moving out with her once I can get a fucking job, and I'll end up seeing this shitbag one day. I can't even think about what might happen. This is a Roller Coaster.... but I'm in it until the end. I'm old now, man... I don't fuck around anymoar. This is the girl I dreamt about for most of my life and all of the 'what ifs' I could think of. As I get older I realize just how much of a waste of time 'what ifing' is. Now we're actually together and we'll do so with Reckless Abandon.... but you know, be adulty, too. I'm not sure what's been going on, but my body has turned against me. I got a cut and it got infected, and then I got a fever, and then just getting cuts all over. I looked in the mirror and said "Everytime I look at You, you keep getting worse and worst!... Give Me One Good Reason why I shouldn't just get rid of you." Then I Shut Up, because I already know many reasons why. As much as I'm in my own head, girl face is in there moar. This is the new start... get a job, get a loan, get a place, get a new life. Please Take Me Home.
Lissa <3
xo.