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so today pretty much sucked, went to bed at 4 woke up at 7 and then went home and went to skool.i was sick and it made my day really bad,but i got a hug!!!!! and it made it better.i stayed after skool and then went with my dad to gt a suit.
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ok so heres wuts up.i havea 37 year old step sister named shelly.she slike my closet fmaily member.she was diagnosed with breast cancer lieke 4 years ago.it was destroyed this year.now its backs and its killing her.she has not eaten and is super sick.the most shes eaten is a slice of pizza and a drink.she looks like shit and coughs alot.she will die tonite or tomorrow.i went with my dad todayto go get a funeral suit.i got black pants,a blkac jacket, a blakc pin stripped shirt, and a red tie. my dad got me nail polish if i wanted it, but i donno.shelly wanted a funeral where we dres sup,so we r.her father is a millioanre and is paying for a really really bid funerl and a after party thingy.all her firneds from floridia are comming.my brother came home lke 10 minutes ago.he has liek 10 poeple here, all shellys frineds,ready for the moment as they call it.everyone is visiting her before she dies.he just told me shes will not live to see thursday.im so fucking scared.shes so aweosme.when i stayed with her she would make me and alex,her son and also my nephew but i say cousin cuz hes my age nething to eat.she wa a good cook.the 3 of us stayed up till 5 and would wake up at like 3.we watched movies and went places,she would drive us to the movies at 2 in the mornig if she wanteed to.she could drink ne thing,and i mean ne thing and not b drunk.and she would make us drinks.she mad bacardi, run, margareta and ice in a blender,made a drink srank it and then we went put put golfing.alex is liek my closest frined and i will cry so fukcing had when shelly dies.i hate when people cry but i cant help it i am crying rite now.its just so gay that she has to dies.shes on oxygen but still smokes lol.ebven tho she i sdying she is still happy and herself.i saw ehr saterday,and it will prolly b the last tie i will.i rmeber or conversatiom
"hey shell"
"hey baby"
gives me a hug
"cough cough"for a long time "shit that was supposed to be a joke but ended up for real"
me and alex were goin to go snowboard.
"bye shell,love you"
"love you to.have fun.dont go getting ne girls pregnent. amd if u need to have sex use a condom."
her frined says"make sure the bitch is rich"
SHELLY SLICK-god rest her soul