All of you are probably gonna read this and think Im sad...Well Im not...I was just listening to The Used...And I can relate this song to My SunShine Shawna...She always tells me that I cant go around looking for love, its just a feeling thats gonna come to me...Its come to before...Even though I want it back, Im never gonna find if Im looking for ( Read more... )

Not Going as well as it used to...

Well, yesterday I woke up and me and Chris were talking and he asked me what I was doing today...blah blah blah...He told me that Kevins band was playing and so we agreed to meet at Java Jazz and hang out. Well, I get there and hes all quiet...Dosnt barely talk...He showed me this painful looking scratch on his ( Read more... )

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*FRIDAY NIGHT*

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Well, Friday I wake up to go to school...I havent really been to school in awhile because on Monday I was sick so my mom picked up during 3rd Pd. Tuesday ( Read more... )

Well Shit, Fuck it. Im Bored...

Yea, Im still a lil bummed that me and Harrison arnt talking yet. Hes a good kid, and I hope everything is going well with him and Kristine...

Yeaterday I got home and got online...I talked to Boswell, he gave me a few pointers on how I should better my ways...Made me happy. They wernt too bad either. :) He told me ( Read more... )

Theres not much to write in here...

Im not gonna be updating anymore for a little while unless things start going in the right direction then I dont really feel I should write anymore for awhile. Who wants to hear my feelings anyway?

Theres only one person that cared more than anyone else... He dosnt want to talk to me anymore... Mabie he will ( Read more... )

                                                                                                               Sunday, May 15, 2005...
Ok. First Of All... 
I FUCKIN LOVE SHAWNA, KENNA, JESSICA, HARRISON, BOSWELL, DAVID, JOHN AND EVERYONE WHO IS HERE FOR ME! <3 It really means alot to me. Its really great that you guys are always here for me. <3 ( Read more... )

Alrite, start it all over.

Thursday...

On thursday, after school. I came home from school and got online. Harrison and David were both online at Boswells house and Shawna was online at her house. Shawnas hoe ass kept putting up away messages about me and all that shit. So I called Boswells house and he was on the phone with her. I was so mad. At ( Read more... )

Well, the whole week has been a blur...

I dont know what to write. So much shit has been going on. It sucks. Im not gonna continue the other entry. Ill just start from today.

Nothing really happened. Yesterday Albert called harrison and asked him if he was still coming over to my house and he was just like. "Im trying to get Holly over here ( Read more... )

OH DEAR JESUS! LET THE DRAMA END!

Hmm. Ok. Where To Start! ...

Alritey. Ill Just Start From Friday....

Ok. So Friday I wake up to go get ready for school. I get online for about 2 minuates and then throw up an away message and hed off. School was pretty normal. Ive stayed out of E.C. for like almost 2 weeks straight now! Im so excited! :) haha. Not ( Read more... )

!MONDAY!

Well on monday, I went to school as usual. Nothing too great happened. None of my teachers sent me any of my work so I mainly just sat there drawing pictures and me and my friend passed notes back and fourth to eachother. :) . I got out of E.C. and went home. As soon as I got there I took a shower and got ready and all that good stuff. I ( Read more... )