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Jul 30, 2005 00:05

This sucks. i'm all sweaty, hot, and depressed again. He signed online...and it's so much easier to get over him when I pretend he isn't real and then he went and proved that he was there..and he proved that he's living his life and his life is so completely separate than mine now...he didn't even IM me...it's gone from good friends to such a close ( Read more... )

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love__undone July 30 2005, 04:37:45 UTC

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i really wish i could help you, but i'm afraid i have no advice to offer. i've never felt that strongly about someone.

couldn't you talk to him or something? maybe it's better that, instead of writing your feelings in your journal, you can tell him exactly what's going on. colin's cool...i'm sure he'll listen.

how exactly did he treat you? what...?

♥ times infinity!

i_eat_towels7 July 30 2005, 16:03:09 UTC

he didn't treat me BADLY..just..he didn't pay much attention to me in school.
and the last couple months he just didn't act the same...
I knew for a while that he'd lost his feelings.
but every time i tried to talk to him about it he got annoyed and thought i was just being paranoid...
and I've tried to talk to him about everything...
it just annoys him I think because he really can't say anything.
but oh well..I slept on it and I feel a little better.
I think it's just getting to me that when school starts I'm going to see him...and I'm not going to be able to just run up and give him a hug and talk to him..it's going to be like we dont even know each other!
but thanks for being so supportive and stuff..that means a lot to me.
:)

ashleynm88 July 30 2005, 05:19:55 UTC

morgs, you're only 16! you've got a whole life ahead of you yet, don't let a high school romance get you down! i'm not trying to imply that what you had with Collin wasn't special or important, and i'm not telling you what to do or trying to preach, but you've just got to accept that this was meant to happen and you and Collin weren't meant to be! that means the guy who IS meant for you is still out there. so, instead of brooding over the wrong guy, have fun and live your life until one day you run into the most perfect guy for you without even expecting it! God did pick someone out for you who is just right. I think that's fun to think about, don't you? like, i wonder what they're doing right now, years before they'll meet me...ya know? and i'm not telling you all this because i think i know everything and i can solve your problems, i'm just trying to help you move on because it makes me sad to see YOU sad and hurting when you have soo much to look forward to! :)

i_eat_towels7 July 30 2005, 16:05:07 UTC

Thanks ashley.
You sure do know how to give advice ;)
When you put it that way..that is exciting.
I'm actually past the fact that Collin and I aren't dating.
Now I really just wish that we could be there for each other as friends...
but I know that's not going to happen.
and it bothers me that all this came at such a price..because now I can't even be his friend (see above comment)..
but yeh that really really helps..thanks ashley.

ashleynm88 July 31 2005, 04:26:20 UTC

it will get better! maybe gradually, you and collin will become friends again. let time do it's thing. :)

lovethelord August 5 2005, 05:22:02 UTC

hey morgan it's paige.
i know we're not like great friends or anything, but i wanted you to know that i do know how you feel, and i swear it will get better, but sometimes it takes a while. as much as that sucks.
but omg, i just know that you're going to find someone even more amazing then he was, like a zillion time more amazing, and then you'll be sooo happy. :)

i hope that once school starts things start to get better for you, and if you ever want to talk, i'll totally listen.
have a marvelous day tomorrow!!!!