I'm sorry that all of the subtleties of my livejournal remained subtle. I wish I had been telling you the things that I was thinking them, rather than encrypting them among other information that didn't matter nearly as much. Kevin, I love you, and I want to thank you for caring and for being there. I'm trying to remain hopeful, for your sake and ( Read more... )

So Kevin comes home tomorrow. His phone has been off all week and I've left him like a billion desperate messages. I'm so pathetic. His phone is ringing now, but there is no answer ( Read more... )

I feel sick whenever I think about him ( Read more... )

Me: So what did you do tonight ( Read more... )

I'm so upset that I just threw up.

This is the worst feeling I have ever felt in my entire life.

I guess this really is it.

So, this one time, you used her name twice in conversation and she left you a myspace comment with less-than-three's, and I got genuinely jealous.

No good.

In other news, I went to Hampton to see Alex and Groton/Westford/Nashua to see Sean.

It was awesome.
Too awesome.

Good night.

I went to a zombie movie tonight. I like zombie movies.

I also like a boy who doesn't like me back.

Heh, hello I'm 19 and I'm sweet and dealing with emotions.

That's life, I suppose.

♥

Today was phenomenal.
Here's what my week looks like:

Tomorrow: Work 5-11:30
Monday: Work 5-11:30
Denny's with Carl, Sam Clam and George
Tuesday: OFF!!!!
Wednesday: Work 5-11:30
Beach?
Thursday: Work 5:30-11:30
Friday: Work 10-4
Saturday: OFF!!!!
Sunday: Work 5-11:30

I miss everyoneeee.
Call me. I'll fit you in.

♥

Last night was fun. It could have gone a lot better, heh, but alas, it was still bunches of fun ( Read more... )

So I'm pretty sure I straight up hate writing in my livejournal. Most of the time. This isn't one of those times... But it is kind of an "I feel obligated to write in here so that's why you're getting this entry" entry. So here's the deal ( Read more... )