So today is Day 2 of Fairfield fun. Babysitting Nathan and Ethan has its ups & downs, but it's been pretty fun overall. It's soooo cute how Ethan can talk in complete sentences now. Nathan just acts like a zombie as his pupils slowly become dilated from the hours upon hours of Kingdom Hearts 2. The thing that annoys me about being here is that I've ( Read more... )

I'M BURSTING UNDER YOURS AND EVERYONE AND EVERYTHINGS GODDAMNED FUCKING PRESSURE LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE AND LET ME BREATHE! FUCKING AMEN WE HAVE VACATION, BUT I BET YOU'RE GONNA FUCK ME OVER DURING THEN TOO HUH!?!?!?!?

okay i'm done, bye.

so, um, i'm frusturated the end. sorry if i'm not a happy camper tomorrow.

you're the only one that can make me angry and worried about you at the same time. and you probably doubt i still think about you from time to time. funny thing. i do.

fuck.

i've been quite exhausted lately, i don't even know what to type about. amazingly, not even the big hype of kingdom hearts 2 is getting my heart racing at the moment like it did a couple of days before. i didn't even do homework tonight even though i left an away message on AIM saying "hw" for a couple of hours. instead, all i did was gossip with ( Read more... )

FUCK ROMANCE. I WANT IT, BUT DON'T NEED IT. PERIOD.With that said, I guess I'll talk a bit about my night so I can let some steam out. Well Japanese class started off fun as usual. Anji, Joe and I finished our test early, so we decided to go to the cafeteria and check out the hip hop thing we've been seeing posters about all around school. We get ( Read more... )

I really feel useless when I'm trying to help both Ed and Justine through their down time. When I talked to Ed, it was easy for me to give advice. However when it came to Justine, I honestly didn't know what to say. For me it feels awkward to support two persons on opposite sides of the problem. I try not to give anything away about what the other ( Read more... )

you were just another lesson in life. we're still learning to counter-exist. we're both alone and happy.

good.

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I wrote a whole entry and it got deleted. >:[ I guess I'll write about it again later...anyways here's the pictures of my new hurrrrr


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