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i_h3art_u

c r a z y

Feb 11, 2005 15:46

this is so shitty being grounded for the second weekend in a row!!! ihate it...on top of that mom is acting like the biggest bitch...but i don't at this moment have enough balls to walk out of the house...and next weekend a three day weekend...im going to be in the keys!!!at least it is with my 18 year old cousin and all his friends but i haven't ( Read more... )

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Sorry about the way things turned out... anonymous February 11 2005, 21:24:23 UTC

I have been dying to call you lately... I miss you so much... I wish you didn't get in trouble, I really wish you didn't skip... I'm sorry we havent talked a lot lately but things have been pretty crazy for me... Mitch is back in my life... you probably know that much... I had no intentions of getting back with him, its just so cool being with him, Kayla, and Ry. But this time he seems like he really cares. He doesn't pick fights... he sends me sweet texts all the time. Nat is out of his life (or so I thought)... things are pretty decent, right? Not! Too bad today I found out that he still talks to Natalie and that if she gave him another chance and I quote "i would drop christina so fast..." Nice right? Yea... thats what I said... so I made some promises to myself... this is the last time I mess around... this is the last time I play his game... this is the last time I give a shit. It wasnt the same this time anyways. I wasnt really feeling it. I love him yea but I dunno... I fell out of love. I miss Jonathan... like crazy... I wish ( ... )

things always turn out weird and unexpectedly but... i_h3art_u February 12 2005, 00:54:40 UTC

sometimes it is good for a change...whether it is going to be permanent or not...only the future will tell...but im done crawling back to people for only things to end up the way they were...it will be good for a few days but then go down again...and that hurts...but i've learned to deal with it...and i've realized whose here for me and who is not ...and i realized at times it is okay not to have somebody that you are goin to be with 24/7 and as soon as i realized that and i stopped looking it found me...so that is what im going to have to do...i keep getting hurt by the people i love with all my heart...and truthfully i haven't stopped loving them but i have learned to back off...let them get what they want...but at the same time let them know that you will always be there for them...in all situations...and all you want is for them to be happy and accomplish their dreams and goals...and truthfully that is enough for me to put a smile on my face to see the people you love get what they want and to see them smile...im at the stage ( ... )

Re: things always turn out weird and unexpectedly but... i_h3art_u February 13 2005, 01:44:48 UTC

i just finished talking to you while you were at hardrock...christina i can't do this anymore...i really hope that you call me when you get home...

mysisteriloveyou

_rain0nme February 12 2005, 00:17:59 UTC

sry i missed ur call b4..fone's been dead all day..thats what i get for falling asleep without it being charged..i'll call u later..i got act's in the morning..knock (regular) l0vee you

sniff sniff i_h3art_u February 12 2005, 00:30:51 UTC

i hope you call me later because i miss my meister...but i want things to be good this time...thats why to a certain poit lol it is like a relationship...we need to take things slow...lol...lesbian...oo well...i knocked but now k n o c k for me (big one)AAhhh!! the old days...miss that too..GOOD LUCK Tomorrow on the act's i hope you have been studying...i need to sign up...let me know how you did it

loveyou

i promise...for right now...not forever.... i_h3art_u February 13 2005, 02:34:32 UTC

that person i wanted to see...well it could be along time before i see them....because im trying not to care!!!and there are so many people that are proud of me instead of having something against me...