today was a good day! i hung out with britt and car-car and it was just like old times! i love it! then we went to a sex toy party and i bought some nifty stuff! (im not a perv i promiss) but ya know i was already there so... then she had a regular party and there were a few cool people there but mostly annoying ones. defoses son was there i see ( Read more... )

well my weekend kinda sucked ass. me and my mom were fighting about my dreaded nose ring of doom! she said some really nasty things to me and i was super pissed for about 24 hours, and all my loved ones were aginst me! lol but lots of people i kinda know were on my side. its seems silly but i just felt like it was something i had done for myself ( Read more... )

well, im not sure where to start on this..it was an amazing experience! it was once in a lifetime...litterally becasue i wont be going back. but im really glad i went ( Read more... )

i started back at sunrise today. it was nice to see my guys again. william is thin they havnt been getting him to eat enough, it takes work to get him to eat and nobody is taking the time to fix him whta he wants. Im feeling a bit better but im still kinda down, it doesnt help that i have nothing to do. I would much rather be out somewhere but oh ( Read more... )

today has been a strange day. Ive had a feeling like something bad is going to happen, i havnt had that feeling in a while and im not sure why i have it now. Im feeling down, and ugly and worthless. Also things i havnt felt in awhile. I just wanna be left alone but i hate being alone. I just wanna be touched but i hate the way it feels. I want to ( Read more... )

not that anyone reads this jazz ( Read more... )

bad day, seems like everything is going wrong.NOt sure why i feel like this or what to do about it. guess ill just wait it out.

well,well,well ( Read more... )

Ever feel like you have lost touch with reality? i am at school and have no memory of driving here. it is possible that i am showing early signs of demintia...

HMM well i sorta forgot i had this thing for awhile, i might really be the most forgetful person on earth. it doesnt really matter cuz nobody reads this thing anyway ha! but im trying really hard to avoid doing homework :) so i guess ill do an update on my life for the past few months that i havnt posted ( Read more... )