Normally on a day like today My alarm clock would have goone off at 4:30 and I would have made my way to sunrise service, then to another church service, and finally to sunday school. But today was not like any other easter sunday. I slept late and then was dragged out of bed to go to sunday school. And there I slept with eyes open. Im beggining to ( Read more... )

He means the world to me.Id give up anything and everything. And I am. He said never again, but I dont belive, or cant accept. They say it must not be true love. I dont care what they say. Its me not them. Who's life? but at least I saw my friends for the first time. they comforted my wet eyes with hugs and stuffed easter rabbits, cards of ( Read more... )

I feel like Im about to be sick. My insides are you screwed up. Im shakig and cant breath. Everything hurts. Sometimes I have to ask why does shit always happen to me? Dont you think its about time for something uplifting to happen. Something to make life worth living. And then He says no. I have more fun watching you scwurm, He says

I am sooo fucking tired of backstabbers. It feels like all that ever happens is I start trusting someone and then it gets fucked over. I knew this really awesome guy, I would have given him the world and now he cant even talk to me because he's repulsed at the idea that I fucked another guy. The other guy I would have done almost anything for, and ( Read more... )