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[i_have_died_4u]

I feel as if Ive been letting lots of people down recently. I hate working, but I have to, its my responsibility that I work. I made a deal with getting my car that I must help out paying, and the insurance went up so I have to pay more than I want to. Sometimes it feels like the 2 closest friends I have almost resent me for some reason or

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[tragic_hatred]

Silly, I have friends I could go hang out with. I have Sarah and Melissa, basically my two best friends, but Melissa is just going through shit right now and lives in the south side. and sarah is always over there being the responsible one because they get drunk a lot. It's my choice not to do things with them, not me wanting to just be with you. If I want to do something I promise I'll tell you, ok? I know you try to help and you do help. I'm sure Jeremy and Ricky not talking to you much has something to do with me somehow, which makes me feel like shit. I don't try to get frustrated. I get this way at the end of the school year, plus i have the ACTs coming up, which doesn't help much. In no way do i get upset with you though, ok? i promise. a thousand billion times. ok? i love you more than anything and YOU know that. you KNOW. <333 i want you to be happy. and i will be happy. i love you