So things are great. Im really happy. Work sucks but you'll have that. I guess. Courtney is amazing. Always has been. I know she will be. hopefully I dont have to work the 5-9 tomorrow. Hopefully. I just want to spend time with her. Thats all I want to do. Being with her is the most amazing feeling... I want to always feel that. After ( Read more... )

Dont think that for one minute Im not happy. I couldnt be happier as Ive said. Thank you... thank you so much... you dont have to know for what exactly, just thank you for everything. I couldnt be alive without you...I wouldnt be able to do it. I love you... so much.

I couldnt be happier. I love you so much. Always.

I am happier than you know. Much happier than I thought I could ever know. All because of you. You're absolutely, incredible. Amazing, beautiful, spiffy, all of it and much more. You are my life. I will do anything in my power for you, and attempt anything I can. I may have a mood swing here and there, but it is never unhappiness, nor is it ( Read more... )

Im updating. It'll be short, gotta leave for work in a few minutes. Things are going good actually. Last Saturday night was absolutely amazing. I didnt care if I was to die right there. I could only stare into her eyes and think of how amazing she really is. The word love is the only thing I can say to try and express how I feel towards her ( Read more... )

I just get so scared of screwing all of this up... I love her so much, I cant let this get messed up... I just cant. I am happy, but also scared that I'll mess up... we both are but she shouldnt be scared, I wont leave her, no matter what happens. I love her to death.

My love for you is deeper than words, and deeper than actions. I can never find the way to say it so that you really feel it. I cant stand being without you, and Im sorry that I am acting kinda differently. My feelings havent changed in any bad way at all, just grown stronger. I could never do any of this on my own, I thank you for all youve ( Read more... )

I could never get sick of you. Never. Your the only reason I have for being happy.

I was really happy to see Courtney on my break, it made me feel better after having a shitty time at work by then. I took a 45 minute break almost, and felt really bad about what happened. Real mature my friends at work are. "Hey lets go to the window and do shit that we dont know will piss off courtney and try to make her suck drew's dick, it' ( Read more... )

Hot damn, almost ran out of fucking gas after work tonight, that about sucked. Some foreign dude started talkin to me about how president bush and sadam hussein did blah blah, I couldnt understand him half the time. Yep, fun. So I just got back like 10 mins ago. Work was kinda blah blah, yep, the only good part was seeing Courtney on my break ( Read more... )