So today was really boring... yeah. I accidentally killed a mouse this morning, I felt so bad for the little guy. I think I stepped on his head, he was under my clothes so I really have no idea how it happened. I tried to save him but watched his last few bursts of agony before he finally calmed and died. I cant say how sad it was to watch, it ( Read more... )

I am always happy because of you. Really I am, no one could make me any happier. I would never lie to you, never. I mean it. I dont want anybody else in my life but you. I couldnt ask for any better; your the best. I love you to death... Ive never really been in love with someone, until you. I just want you to be happy and know that I AM ( Read more... )

I feel so horrible when I dont wake up in time to call Courtney before school. Seriously, I feel really shitty right now. Im becoming more and more of a dick at school, its fun sometimes but its really not other times. I get really sick of my fucking little nickname too, the whole gothic shit. At first i didnt mind but then yeah, everyday I ( Read more... )

Its been quite some time since Ive put anything in here. I dont feel like typing a whole lot really. I just want her to be happy. Whatever I can do I will, as long as it can help her. I dont want her to feel like she has to say she is happy so that I dont feel bad, I get worried alot though. I love her to death and after. Im quitting smoking ( Read more... )

I dont know, Im really really bored. Just want to be ungrounded. I know I get ungrounded tomorrow but still, I could be doing something tonight but no, Im grounded. I hate this. I dont know if courtney is going to call back here tonight or not, so Im sitting in complete boredom. I always fear that shes gettin sick of me, or I annoy her. I dont ( Read more... )

I hurt so bad inside,
I wish you could see the world through my eyes
each day is the same
I just wanna live again

Random lyrics Ive been thinkin of, no reason.

So christmas wasnt that bad this year. Went to Courtney's aunts house christmas eve for about an hour and a half, then today hung out from like 5 to just a little while ago. We saw Paycheck with Skye, the movie wasnt as bad as I thought it would be but, Ive seen better. Still a decent movie, go see for yourselves ( Read more... )

I havent updated in quite a while ( Read more... )

Humanity

I got to hang out with Court tonight! WOO! Yay rah! I went to the mall then took her to her aunt's house and yeah Im back home. I did something stupid on my way back though, I dropped my lighter in a cup of Cherry Pepsi so yeah I stopped and bought a new one. haha. I was really happy to see Courtney though, even if I didnt seem happy to her, I ( Read more... )