depressionagain.

[i_have_scabies]

after breaking down and crying to my mom and not even being able to identify why exactly i was crying, i finally came to the conclusion that i am again depressed. i've been fighting it and in denial about it. but it's time to face up, i'm fucking miserable and i really don't have any reason to be

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hey sweet stuff..

[jennstarjedi]

you need to call me - i sent you my phone number on facebook... i want to talk to you and hopefully come up to chicago and hang out. please call me!

[____mono_vision]

i'm sorry lovely. i want off antidepressants so bad, i understand you not wanting to be on them. it fucks things up, majorly, but talking to someone that's not pushing pills on you could help.

[____mono_vision]

yes, i'm getting a counselor, i've got an appointment set up already. we'll see what happens.

[supermanskivies]

Hey lady, I thought you should know, I'm actually on lexapro, and I like it best of any anti-depresant I've been on. It doesn't numb me at all, like I still feel sad and cry when I'm legitimately sad, and I still feel extremely esstatic and happy. All the the in between stuff I just feel normal, instead of down. So I recomend it, if you're going to try an anti-depresant. It's also the lowest side effect one that I've taken, and it's the fastest working one too, I feel like. I start noticing a difference with in a matter of days.

[i_have_scabies]

thanks for the tip, thats the anti-depressant that my little brother is on, and i'm considering it. i'm still very hesitant though.

[supermanskivies]

I understand. Everytime I come off of anti-depresants and I have to consider going back on them, I try to avoid it for as long as possible.

[muckrakerrasure]

i love you.

i just had an anxiety attack because the used car lot streamers were blowing wild in the sunset and the fluorescent grocery store lights were flickering on the corner,
and all at once i felt very strange and lonely----

and i dunno how i'll ever get out of this mess of myself.

if it makes you feel any better. i'm very depressed.

i wish i could hug you.

[i_have_scabies]

why on earth would it make me feel better to know that you are also depressed?
god, i wish i could hug you too.
we need eachother.