I saw that little pumkin orange falltime leafy tree complete with pumkin smashed cracked smush underneath as i was walking down the sidewalk in the brisk cold cold air, a bright sun orange glow leafy smile face floating on the thin finger branches ( Read more... )

right now i'm just happily content with my city life buzzz WHIRRRR click clock click clock beep beep busybusy...i wake up with smiles on my face when i sleep sound with dreamclouds still in my eyes when i see my sleepface in the mirror and my hair is still a piled mess atop my sleepyhead, and even thismornin' i was a walkin' down the street to the ( Read more... )

i'm seriously becoming an insomniac.
it's becoming a problem.
god why?

little cuts in my soul lately so the weirdness sinks in ( Read more... )

this weekend was amazing. danny and his friends shawn and zack came to visit, and it was so fucking fantastic to see danny. it was a fairytale fantasy dream, and today was back to the real world. oh well, such is life i guess. I wish danny lived here and we could be together, but i can't expect this to turn into anything real because he lives far ( Read more... )

woke up way too early this morning at six am and got myself to work by 8. triumph. and now i'm sitting here type-typing away cause i'm bored with the rest of the internet right now. i wish i had a life fast forward button right now, so i could fast forward all of today and tomorrow and sunday would be here, which means danny would be here! holy ( Read more... )

so from now on i check my email before i ever go to any class. I got my ass up at 7 am thismornin' and walked (IN THE RAIN) to the train, and finally got to class by 9 oclock (it takes me about an hour to get downtown in the mornings) only to find out that my teacher had sent an email saying class is canceled at 8 fucking 30 in the morning when ( Read more... )

two months since i heard the last wippoorwill's song
and i've been sittin' silent since.
i have early cries, and my love for it dies,
waitin' for that sweet song in the mornin'.

tonight i'm wearing lonliness, puffy-faced and teary-eyed, like a soakin' wet dress thats clingin' to my flaws, and there's a slight breeze and i've got goosebumped limbs ( Read more... )

i haven't had any sex in over a month kiddo.