i just don't know whats wrong with me ( Read more... )

I've met someone wonderful, maybe found something beautiful.
a significant connection,
stimulating conversation, bashful smiles,

hey man
i don't understand this
blinking light
in my face
and flourescent
it's sucking
my brain power
maybe?
i'm a drain-brain drone
in the long hallway
and pictures of men
they wear sunglasses
in photos so
their eyes don't hurt
in the bright light
blinking
sucking
draining
their brains
you know.

i just had a really weird dreams, or actually, a series of really weird dreams ( Read more... )

i peed in a bucket today in front of my whole class.
twice.
yeah.
it's called performance art.
aha! i love art school.
today was an awesome day.

I'm submerged in conflicted currents: tossed and turned
around and drowned. Big gulp
death breaths from icy water rushes
and crushes break my heart.

i need to stop whining about not having a lover ( Read more... )

A moment that i've dreamt
about and pined for,
that i was certain would be
magical, a sullen faded version
of my brilliant vision.
he's demystified now.
"That certain something" lost
in the fog. Mediocrity is
a sad conclusion.
maybe i'm just learning
the reality of things.
my dreamworld fades
a little more everyday.

Walkin' in the slush scud salty sidewalks ( Read more... )

i flew way up in the sky today in an airplane ( Read more... )