I brought some nasty shit upon myself.
I learned that you can't, by any means, encourage anything that you know in the end will hurt.

I am so disgustingly jealous its making me sick to my stomach

I'm quite lonely, and I'm noticing that I'm settling for way less than what I deserve ( Read more... )

I am in love with my best friend.

Kbye.

basically ( Read more... )

i'm really annoyed
and i cant wait until i leave in 50 minutes to go see WORLD TRADE CENTER

haha
k bye kids

i saw him today.

it was nice. and it made me really happy

i love him dearly.
hes everything to me

not derek

not nima- but i saw him too

but ashkan.

ya sry

i test drove my truck today
i'm disgustingly in love

nima came with-- we were very affectionate
then he took me out to dinner to cheesecake factory.
so weird...

i'll always love nima.
i wish i could have him back...
:-X shh

derek is amazing though

he came back.

i cant go back.

last night i slept at scotts ( Read more... )

we spoke ( Read more... )