Well the only people I know who might read this are the only people who know I am at Keo's house. I am on her laptop and it sucks because the keys aren't working, I have been having trouble all day with buttons so she would say it's me. LOL! I just like typing on Danny's laptop better. Anyways over the past few weeks I have been feeling really calm ( Read more... )

Wow so it's really been almost a month of not updating. I am actually not listening to music for once because it's probably going to be quicker to write since I don't want to sing to it, although I haven't really had that problem lately either. I haven't been wanting to do alot of things lately. I am feeling like I did that fateful Wednesday night ( Read more... )

Easy! The '80s I would have been way closer to Michael Jackson in age and I probably would have had a bigger chance of seeing him live in concert. And if I had it would have been at the height of his cuteness!

Okay, I am going to post another two, I don't know if I am going to do that for all of them yet but for now it's easier.

February 4th 2008 12:30am
Dear Diary,
I feel myself slipping, I actually am starting to feel more depressed than usual. The past few weeks I have been feeling extra tired physically though. My last hematology appointment my blood ( Read more... )

I just gotta say, it's been quite a while Livejournal friend! I love that icon, my hair kinda looks like that. Anyways that's neither here nor there. So for those who don't know what you have stumbled upon, these are my diary entries that I have decided to share with my friends. Of course the further along I get they will be locked for friends only ( Read more... )

I have a title for this story but I think I will post it at the very end of the story...well of course it's not really the end, just the last present event. This story is going to be documenting all my emotional drama that I have gone through from age five until now. There may be alot of family things divulged which is why I don't know if I should ( Read more... )

Depends on the situation...but for the most part, no. I am more of an observer.

Hmm there is a three way tie between that...styrafoam, eraser shavings, and chalk. I probably would if I was dared to...

I started my one on one therapy finally, my insurance was being freaking retarded. If I hadn't bought that I-pod I am positive I would have cracked under the stress. Anyways some stuff I started talking about almost had me crying and she was telling me the group therapy was a good starting off point because they tell you how to cope and you can ( Read more... )

Lose my virginity before I got married, and never fall in love again with someone who couldn't love me first. I guess I fucked up in both areas.