The past few days I have been looking really good, I have finally mastered walking in my blue wedge heels. I know it probably sounds funny but I haven't worn heels of any kind since maybe over 5 years ago. I actually walk better in them than I do my regular sandals that I had gotten two years ago. My dad came back home from being in Louisiana for a ( Read more... )

It was my last day in group therapy today along with LZ...I gave her and the black lady my phone numbers. I told the black lady how the girl J called me Friday and I hung up on her without even saying hello. I said it's not that she is a bad person she just is too wishy washy and when she dumped me at the movies like that it triggered my feelings ( Read more... )

This weekend I went to Keo's house and it was generally an all around fun weekend.  As soon as we got to her house I had Wendy's for lunch and since I have been eating at the facility everyday for the past two weeks it tasted so good! Keo went into a tizzy about the fact that they sold frosties with cherries on them. When we pulled off I heard ( Read more... )

I went to group today even though I was feeling too depressed to get out of bed. It wasn't even totally about that girl ditching me at the movies, it was just me thinking how all my "friends" keep dumping me. And they don't care and aren't even curious to see how I am doing and if they are they get it from other people instead of just asking me. ( Read more... )

Today was a pretty good day until the family session of course. Everything I had been telling people in group I didn't want to say to my dad, in fact when he came in I started crying and my mom had to speak most of the time. He immediately wanted to blame others for the reason I snapped saying that it made him mad cause he knew there was no good ( Read more... )

This morning I took the young girl...lets call her J. I took her to get her blood work done since she is deathly afraid of needles. We just chatted most of the time we were there and when we left she said she tried calling one of the girls we had been going to group with. J and this girl had become friends and since they have both had to deal with ( Read more... )

Sorry my memory keeps leaving me, I had stuff to post about yesterday but I didn't. Although it wasn't by choice, my computer was messed up...bad, bad computer.

Monday I went to my doctor's appointment with my mom cause for sure something was wrong, when the doctor came to see me he said my blood counts were good. They were 7.8...even though a ( Read more... )

I almost forgot I was supposed to update about my sessions, I totally forgot to on Friday and Saturday was one hell of a day. Okay so let me rewind back to Friday. I can't talk about what we say in group so that means I can skip directly to lunch. I sat at one of the tables and the girl that usually sits with me was having an off day...since she is ( Read more... )

I got to see another therapist during group today, it was a black lady that I spoke to this time. At first when we had to discuss our triggers I didn't know exactly what it was, but after I thought about it I realized it was my dad and some of the things he would say. She thought maybe he had anger issues but when I talked with her one on one with ( Read more... )

I am really wanting to move away from VA right now. I can't focus on school and I have no friends here that I can talk to in person, so I don't really see the point of staying. I don't like going home but there is no place else for me to go, and in therapy they keep talking about not isolating yourself and that it's good to hang out with friends ( Read more... )