Of course this morning I woke up feeling better so I went to group today. The therapist made me speak first since I didn't get to yesterday and I had to leave early. I told them what happened with my dad and the she said not to place blame on him. I had told my mom the night before and every time I had really bad times the things that triggered it ( Read more... )

So things have just gotten crazier since the last time I posted, which was just yesterday. But anyways last night Brian and I started talking again and it cheered me up knowing we could be friends even though I don't feel like he should have forgiven me...I still feel horrible about what I said. I was told to go home and de-stress after sessions ( Read more... )

I must say this post will be very long winded since I keep neglecting to post regularly. So just a little warning you might want to get yourself a snack cause you'll be here a while. Ok so where to begin...

Not many of you know of course that this past week has been really straining on me, I knew I was depressed but I guess when you are so down you ( Read more... )

What can I say, part of me feels bad for being pissed and another part of me says I am justified in being pissed. So after my last post Brian has decided to do some thinking about his life and whatnot and I had already kinda mentioned that I was sure he was going to break up with me (again) and he says "Why would I do that?" Well, for one thing he ( Read more... )

As some may know my birthday was this past Friday and the first thing I did was drive my g'ma into the city for her doctors appointment. She had called me Thursday night to let me know her appointment was at 9am, and I thought to myself "Oh great, now I have to be up at 5am just so I can be ready to sit in traffic." I got to my g'mas house by 6:20 ( Read more... )

So the other day I went to talk to my doctor about the dizziness that I kept having and she said it was probably an inner ear thing that was going on. I told her about how I had tubes put in my ears but I didn't go to get them removed like they told me because it had to be done surgically. She prescribed me some meds for it and she also prescribed ( Read more... )

Hopefully most people who read this will have read my myspace blog first so that way I can just dive into the blog. After my dizzy spell or whatever at school, I got a chance to tell my doctor. My mom thinks, and even Brian thinks (don't ask) that it's related to my period. The doctor first of all said my blood levels had stayed the same, which isn ( Read more... )

I haven't been posting anywhere for a while and after I posted the Dedication and asked for opinions I kinda stopped wanting to post. Only one person said anything and it was my older sis. Is it really that hard to just give an opinion...jeez ( Read more... )

The Highlander's Touch by Karen Marie Moning
Fantasy Lover by Sherrilyn Kenyon
Twilight Saga by Stephanie Meyer (It's considered one cause it's a boxset)
Squee by Jhonen Vasquez
Lover Eternal-J.R Ward

Moonwalker-Michael Jackson must have!
Kaho Na Pyar Hai-With my favorite indian actor Hrithik Roshan, he is so hot in that movie
Beauty and The Beast-The disney version of course
The Chappelle Show Collection-Cause how boring would that be if you couldn't laugh
The Princess Bride-Cause Cary Elwes is soo cute in it!