Well. so i started work on Wednesday. And let me tell you, it's starting to kick my ass. you see, i work from 5-11pm. then i get home at around 11 30, and i take a shower. then, when i know that i'm exhausted from work, i try to go to bed. but alas, i can never sleep. so i end up staying awake till around 3 and that sucks because i cant sleep all ( Read more... )

ok so i just spent... well a while actually trying to "pimp my lj" but it didnt go over too well. as you can see, i changed the picture and then changed the background, but eh. whatever. it's good enough i supose ( Read more... )

Well, ok ( Read more... )

Well, so the Jon thing. Completely over. see, i posted a comment on his myspace telling him that i thought it was really messed up of him to be playing me and Rachael. (b/c i found out that he was acting exactly the same aka..hugging, flirting, kisses... you know.. w/me as he was w/rachael. i found this out from 2 ppl. ok so that means it's the ( Read more... )

apparently there's a lot of emotion going on inside me or times are really stressful... because i have been crying way way WAY too much the past couple of days, at the drop of a hat (almost literally). so, yea i dont know. but that sucks.

kind of a lot.

so it turns out i was wrong. i'm not over him. give you one guess why.

So. well. I dont have much to say ( Read more... )

So last night i went to Jon's house. Rachael Chaskey was there. it was nice. haha.i never thought i would put the words Rachael and Nice together in the same story. but i have, and there it is ( Read more... )

So, last night i wrote Rachael Chaskey an email on myspace basically telling her that i dont hate her and that whatever we were doing was childish and blah blah blah, basically trying to make things better. (if you couldnt tell by now, i'm on this new kick where i make all the horrible things in my life better...b/c of the whole karma thing...) so ( Read more... )

i'm posting a myspace blog on the happenings of last night.