Thumbs down to Arctic Berry Smirnoff.  Tastes like flouride.

Went to the El today.  Grand times.  Two different car accidents happened infront of the buildings I was in today.  Interesting.  Seems like I was bringing bad luck to whomever drove past me.

Sleepy.

I'm so full of it..

I have so much anger and frustration pent up inside.  Matt just gave up on us.  He deleted his journal because he couldn't handle what people thought about the way he ended things between us.
I deserve so much better.  He should be devoted, and should have given us another chance.  One small thing does not make a person fall out of love.  He wants ( Read more... )

Why do I continue trying so hard.  heh

In other news

I'm sick.  Achoo.

So, a bit of a warning.  I’m pretty much fed up with everything.  Since Matt and I broke up, I’ve been keeping so much in.  Sorry if it's incoherant, I'll admit I'm probably not making much sense.

I’ve been trying so hard in the past two weeks to move on.  It’s pretty hard to let go of two and a half years, though.  And I’m really just not sure how ( Read more... )

Things are going okay.   I feel good about life, and the directions in which things are going.  My friends mean the world to me, they've been who i've been falling back on lately.  And I couldn't be more grateful ( Read more... )

Green tea before bedtime makes me have strange dreams.

I woke up thinking wolves were going to attack me.

Everything around me.

So, it's totally my half birthday.

Sometimes I just want to be done.