today was simply one of those days where i woke up and knew i'de be thinking about so and so more then i should not that that upsets me but that i am simply annoied by alotta things now a days and the fact that he doesn't annoy me the fact that he makes me happier then anyone else and that i'm getting bitched at by my "friends" about graduating ( Read more... )

Flood was awesome dinner w/ becky was relaxing school was boring lunch/dinner w/ d.black and nana was fun/"interesting" i think i'm slightly uncomfortable with some people not that i don't love them but i dunno i jsut know that in the past week they've talked about me behind my back, alot ( Read more... )

FLOOD TONIGHT i'm so excited... Dan's gunna go w/ me and maybe ryan too and i dk it's a great day indeed... the best day in a week

yup i'm alive that's about it...CHILLEN WITH MEGAN.. went to auditions it was fun[ny]

i think since i know i'll never be comfortable with yesterdays decision i'm more woried about him then myself. i know he has his friends to support him, note to self: make some of those... it seriously sucks when you're crying and know that your best friend is the one who is making you hurt so bad and that you have no one to go to. i mean my ( Read more... )

I've been pushed off cloud 9 ( Read more... )

i seriously think that parents should spend more time with their kids cuz i mean it's a little sad when you know nothing about them, and the only things they know about you is what you're gunna say before you say it so they'll simply avoid you like the plague... less then a year i'll be 18. i'm amped. any who it's been a crazy week and i've got a ( Read more... )

yesterday i unfortunitly no only freaked myself out but poor jakey face too.i had i guess a panic attack or anxiety attack or something and i dk but it was scary and i could barely breathe and i left work at 10 i didn't even end up feeling like myself untl around midnight it was just bleh. today i woke up at 6 and went to driving school and sat ( Read more... )

So i'm officially 17, and it's quite nice... 364 days till i'm 18. i stayed the night @ meg's and we attempted to watch rent i fell asleep shortly after my boyfriend called... megan told him night and he got all nervous lol... any who so work was fun cuz i got to be the little princess and i got off at 5 and went and got ready. Dinner was awesome ( Read more... )

basically vanessa is still chillen aka couch bed for me... regal is good... looks like the b/f can't go on sunday and i want him to meet everyone but oh well... umm lets see oh i can't go to jackie's thing cuz i have driving school i can't go snow boarding i have driving school i have no tv and my room is messy so i'm gunna go conquer that i love ( Read more... )