ah 'tis been a long time since ive done one of these. i REALLY wish me, and others, would get on here much more often. i'm getting sent up to dallas on monday night for a week of audi school, so maybe i'll do some more posting then ( Read more... )

i REALLY need to get on here more often, and now that i'm living alone again, there is a really good chance that i will. but for now, and for the fact that i am stealing the internet and never know when it's gonna cut out, here's some brief updates ( Read more... )

why not make a monumentally crappy year even crappier ( Read more... )

y'know, this year was supposed to be amazing. it was supposed to be the year i really took off as a bike racer. that was to be the sole focus: training, riding, and racing. i'm finally on a team and the future is so bright ( Read more... )

she's gone.

and it hurts.

i have a feeling that what i'm doing is gonna end up hurting....a lot. but its one of those things that i gotta do otherwise it will haunt me for the rest of my life. a 'nice girl' is actually interested in me and i'd really like to know what thats all about. sure she's moving many states away on sunday but, just once, i'd like to know what dating ( Read more... )

its not a fucking blue COLLAR, it's a god damned NOOSE.

what a buncha crap. im so fucking frustrated. between girls flaking out and girls randomly having boyfriends all of the sudden, whats a guy to do? its real easy to go out and meet 4,5,6 girls in a row, but when each one is more worthless than the next, it starts to become counter productive ( Read more... )

http://www.belgiumkneewarmers.com/2008/11/thanksgiving-ii.html

that's a good short read that i can not only relate to, but had been meaning to write about in here for some time. it basically says what i was gonna say

cycling saved me. there was a time, years and years ago, when i didnt want to BE. i never dipped low enough into a danger zone but i ( Read more... )

ok, i'm totally gonna geek out here for a minute so feel free to change the channel if need be ( Read more... )