it's dropping out of heaven
and it's bringing the word
the wicked fucking sound
that you never have heard.

i'll tell you all about it
cause it's spoken to me.
it damn near took my life
and kicked the shit out of me

now it walks with my soul
and it lives with my mind
and it's got a big gun
and it's hunting mankind.

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Today was a good day.
Got to hang out with Dave & Becky all day.

I only get to see that kid like twice a year.

Now for whatever reason (i think cuz i'm so tired), i'm in one of those super reflective moods.

This is the first time since June (and the last time until November) that i will have more than 1 day off in a week.

It feels goooood.

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One day I shall meet my fate
It lies not below or above
Those I fight I do not hate
Those I befriend I do not love

I balance all; bring all to mind
The years to come seem a waste of breath
A waste of breath the years behind
In balance with this life, is death

Three years ago yesterday.

That's when Kasey & Steve died. 
Three fucking years.

That means we've had 3 New Years Eve parties without Kasey.
Three Saint Patricks days.
I've played 3 seasons of hockey without Steve.

Kasey's mom is having a barbecue saturday.
All the old hands will be there, & we are gonna party in the basement like we did all through ( Read more... )

I just showered and it felt goooooood.

It's heavenly to get the grime from work off.

I get so dirty that i have to get a new loofah each week because the old one is so fucking gross.

I'm skipping my 5:00 nap today, & playing in the tuesday night tournament out at hot shots.
Wish me luck (as if i'd even need it).

I'm listening to Pearl Jam's " ( Read more... )

Well, I hope we can drink lots of Killians, cuz i just got a half barrel of it.

Paired with the half-barrel of whatever that Jon's dad will be bringing up from Clarkston tomorrow... it amounts to a fucking lot of beer.

I remember when i was 19 and 20, being super depressed (long before i got help for it), and seeing 25 as like a mile marker. Like ( Read more... )

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This is CLASSIC evil Nick.

I AM BACK!


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So after a LONG, LONG, LONG time... Jezabelle is finally complete. I finally had enough money to afford the last of the hardware for it.

Also, i had to find a friend who had a soldering iron i could borrow, as i wanted to redo all the wiring.

I gave her 2 new paint jobs. I had origionally painted her red, but then decided that white looked much ( Read more... )

So last week the doctor asked me "What would you say is your biggest stressor?"

I had a really hard time answering.

It is such a broad, open ended question!
How could i possibly condense a few thousand things (all involving numerous background and set-up stories) into one answer???

It's impossible, and would be like trying to fit "Tale of Two ( Read more... )