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O hggod, I don't kbnow what's wrong with me. I have all thes- God what have I done. What have I hbeen doign? I watched them, I stalked them anbd pursued until my hands were on their pretty throats, their eyews so terrified and I just kept squeezing. Why wouldn't I stop? Why didn't I stop and why didn't I want to? I need to be lokced up. Hidden awya or put down like an animal. I need Jack. I need him to take care of this. I can't live with these things amnymore. I still feel them struggling and pulling and then jerking and then nothing, just limp and it felt so good. I hate myself.
Team, if you find this just know that I love all of you. I never went in meaning to hurt anyone and I don't know how I've gotten to this dark place. Adam, thank you and I'm so sorry I dragged you into this with me. JAck, I know hoe disappointing this must nbe. You've taught us al l better than this. I'm just so sorry. Whatever else I say, unless it/s to lock me away you can't traust. I won't hurt anyu of you, I refuse to.
Fuck, someone save me.
Team, if you find this just know that I love all of you. I never went in meaning to hurt anyone and I don't know how I've gotten to this dark place. Adam, thank you and I'm so sorry I dragged you into this with me. JAck, I know hoe disappointing this must nbe. You've taught us al l better than this. I'm just so sorry. Whatever else I say, unless it/s to lock me away you can't traust. I won't hurt anyu of you, I refuse to.
Fuck, someone save me.