[Notes of Colorful Sky] 05: 25.10.2013
Finally I am back from school, but my mood is getting worse and worse. The short grammar test didnt go well at all, I think it has been my worse test performance, although I tried to study a lot. But this whole week went downhill for me, reminding me my lack of knowledge, skills…disappointments and regrets and feelings of being failure„,
So I will rest for now, enjoy something and then study again…
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25.10.2013
Ok, reflecting on today…
Negative
- - bad result of previous short grammar test
- - bad performance on today´s short grammar test
- - I felt frustrated, disappointed
- - I feel really stupid and dumb (I have problems with following the speed of study or quick understanding of topic)
- - Key´s last performance of Bonnie and Clyde + he couldnt attend the ending part of Music Bank
- - waiting for a friend´s reply
Positive
- - Shinee won with Everybody again
- - Shinee wore fucking amazing black outfits
- great album pictures of Arashi
- - ate delicious sweet and good dinner
- - I went to vote
- - I saw nice pictures of Prague
- - I found out that my recent favourite Minkey fanfic will continue
- - I learned in the morning (before the test), so I tried my best
- - I watched some scenes of Minho´s drama
- - met my grandmother and wore a nice dress to please my mother
- - had nice comment conversation with people on tumblr
- - there are 3 free days ahead
- - I am not sick anymore
….but still I feel like a crap because of those grammar tests >.<
Last week I managed everything so well and this week is exactly the opposite