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Aug 01, 2010 16:54

You know, I was just about to start this off with "I don't have much time to write exactly how I'm feeling lately..." and keep going but, that's really a lie, isn't it? I'm going to try today with the truth ( Read more... )

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fadingblush August 1 2010, 22:52:41 UTC

I kind of like the honesty of this update.

For once I don't have a million things to say, just that. Everything else I'm sure you know I'm really excited for you. ♥

i_ku_ta August 2 2010, 20:26:54 UTC

Do I normally seem like a big liar here?

fadingblush August 2 2010, 20:42:46 UTC

No, no. That isn't what I meant nor do I think you come across like that.

i_ku_ta August 2 2010, 20:45:49 UTC

Reading it now, it feels kind of stupid to talk about something without really talking about it. The post is kind of pointless how it is.

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springtimepeace August 2 2010, 04:02:48 UTC

You never cease to surprise me. I think I'm obligated to say no one here minds the naked.

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i_ku_ta August 2 2010, 20:31:56 UTC

What did I say that surprised you? I see that shifty look.

It's... well, it's complicated. And it's like, if I talk about it and try to explain it, it might lessen it. I need more time to figure it out... But I really did put pieces of myself into it, and I worked the hardest I ever have at something to really live what I thought needed to be portrayed to give it the life it needed.

Honestly right now I'm afraid to hear anything negative about it, because I know it would hurt me. I need some time to pull my heart back from it, you know?

Because this is all it's filled with! This guy at this extremely weird place.

springtimepeace August 3 2010, 01:27:15 UTC

You're good, Ikuta Toma, real good.

And you've got all the time in the world. But I don't see why you have to pull your heart back. Why should you?

i_ku_ta August 3 2010, 01:48:17 UTC

And I'm lost, so lost. But at least you're here~

I need to be able to take criticism for it. I shouldn't get hurt if someone has something to say that could help me in the future, right?

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smileproject August 3 2010, 20:25:44 UTC

Is it the kinda weird you want rid of, or is it alright?

i_ku_ta August 12 2010, 02:24:46 UTC

It's you again! The magical appearing and disappearing fairy.

It's the kind that I wish I had more time to myself with right now. But I don't ssso, whatever, you know?