ok

[i_lie_dying]

Done with smoking completely, cuz yesterday i didnt think that i would be able to not have another one all day, but i didnt, and im happy. Holly is still mad at me, which i dont want her to be, cuz we were really good friends. Right now i dont really care though, if she wants to be mad at me about something so miniscule after being good friends

Comments

[ho0ly_free_free]

its not "minuscule" chris. you lieing to me about smoking isnt the ONLY reason i am upset. and the fact that you smoke isnt either. if you would have just told me you smoked...i would have been like "fine, just dont smoke around me" im friends with dave...im friends with jordan...and they smoke...so obviously its not just that..and its not just ONE lie... it's lies apon lies that built up. i gave you so many second chances and now my trust in you finally broke. so if you want it back youre gonna have to prove to me that you'll stop lying. i really dont know how...but you're gonna have to for me to trust you. i thought we were really close too. i loved hanging out with you because i felt like i could tell you everything. and now i get the feeling that i CANT tell you everything...and that hurts, but thats what happends when you lie to someone too many times. i wanna be friends again chris...i really do. i miss being friends with you already....but i need to know i can trust you