I'm at my dad's. I got grounded on Thursday because Ashley was inside when my mom wasn't home. Like I've said before, my mom's NEVER home. What does she expect me to do!? ugh! That agravates me ( Read more... )

I've been going through a pretty tough time and I'm actually starting to wonder if things will EVER get any better. I've been stuck in this reality/memory since last year, when ...some stuff happened that I don't feel like discussing at the moment. (ask me when I'm in a good mood...if that ever happens again.) I freaked out again not too long ago ( Read more... )

I'm home alone like I am almost everyday, and I'm getting really sick of it. It seems like no one even seems to care that I'm alone every fucking day! And my parents wonder why I have issues and want to die all the time! Ugh they piss me off! And my friends are always fucking breaking their promises! No one fucking loves me anymore! And people ( Read more... )

It's been a while. I kinda got my computer taken away at my mom's for a while cuz I wasn't doing chores, but I got it back now. Not much has been going on. The last day of indoor track was today. I'm gonna miss it, but in two weeks outdoor starts, and I can't wait for that ( Read more... )

Monday - My birthday. Was supposed to be a friggin awesome. IT BLEW! Everyone was being gay! At home I practicly spent the whole night alone. My mom and step-dad didn't seem to give a flying fuck and a half. I spent the night downstairs...alone. I don't know if I even did that on purpose, or if I really didn't think they wanted me ( Read more... )

I had my birthday party tonight. I invited 7 people, 3 showed up. Only Becky called and said she couldn't come. I have no fucking friends! Why the fuck wouldn't they even call and say they couldn't come!? Am I really that shitty of a person? My best friend from second grade, didn't even come. She didn't even call for that matter! Ugh I fucking hate ( Read more... )

Omg! Three day til my birthday! I'm soo excited ( Read more... )

My meet was awesome today! I slept all day. lol I had ghetto braids. I was lying my head down on Vicky's lap cuz I didn't have a pillow and she started braiding my hair. Then Techelle started braiding the other side, adn Lindsay (Pierce) braided the back. When they had all finished omg, it was soo funny! I had braids going every which way! lol Good ( Read more... )

Not much has happened since I last updated, besides the fact that I don't hate everyone now. Well, I hate some people, but not everyone. I don't even care anymore. They can go to hell. That last entry was a little depressing. (I was in a really bad mood, incase you couldn't already tell ( Read more... )

Dude, my life is a piece of shit with a side of cheese. Everyone is a fucking dick (with an exception of a few [Becky, Brian, Sabrina, Ashley, Ken, Nic, KT Jenny, Tyler, Keith, Rosey, and Mike] UGH! Andrew Howell, I hope you choke and die, then burn in the deepest depths of hell, you stupid piece of worthless shit! You don't call me fat and get ( Read more... )